I gone and ticked off my mother. Again.
Explanation?
I babysat a little 3 year old boy yesterday for about 8 and a half hours. It was fun and I got paid really well. 40 bucks baby! (don't you dare tell her that was how much I made. I will hunt you down and torture you to death and bury you where you will NEVER be found, and trust me, right now I'm angry enough to do that.)
She comes into my room this morning at God knows what time, after I got home at 11 and didn't go to sleep until after 12 and asks: "hey when did you get home? How much did you get paid? Can I have some? I want to get a soda and I need to pay the water bill." So I say I forgot where I hid it. Reason: If you pay attention to these journals, you may recall the coin collection my father gave to me and my sister, right? I thought I had hidden it well. Apparently not.
My mom has taken and used or sold more than half of the coins in the collection. They're nearly all gone.
I was supremely pissed at her after I discovered this. But I was more disappointed than anything. What kind of mother does that? I specifically told her when she asked what value the coins had that I didn't want to sell ANY of them. And then I find out that she's been doing this behind my back? Uh-uh. That does not fly with me. I'm asking my sister if she will move her things into the bottom of my closet and allow my mom to have the bottom of hers, because I don't want her in my room for any reason at all anymore.
So you know what she does after I say I've forgotten?
She searches my room LOOKING FOR IT.
Eventually, she leaves to go to church and I go back to sleep.
Then she wakes me up AGAIN to go to church.
I've just gotten back and my mom was like "Beth I need that money for the water bill!"
I told her that it wouldn't be enough to pay the water bill.
"But there's a fee to pay the bill, and I need gas for the car, and there's an auction up the street, do you want to go with me?"
No, Mom, I just want to give you my money so you can spend it on what YOU want.
Then she says something that just makes me even angrier.
"If you want a book, we can go later."
She automatically assumes that I want to spend the money on a book. No, actually, I WAS planning on saving it and saving it so that I could go to Anime St. Louis next year. So I give her a twenty because that's what I got paid in and she asks if there's anything I want.
I say, very grouchily, "Nothing, just pay me back as soon as you can!" and go back downstairs to the computer. She proceeds to follow me and tells me that times are hard (like I don't know this??????!!) and that it was unnecessary for me to take that tone with her, and leaves.
She goes into my room when I'm out and 'cleans' it for me: aka "throw out all of Beth's papers because there couldn't possibly be anything important written on them and she'll get bugs in her room."
YES, I hate bugs in my room, especially spiders, but that does NOT give her the right to go into my room and do that!
She steals any money I hide in my room when I'm gone too! I can't leave her alone in there! And she wonders why I'm angry at her???? And it's usually to buy a soda from McDonald's! If she wouldn't do that every morning, she'd have a heck of a lot more money, and I've told her so but her response was "I don't buy anything for myself, I spend it all on you kids!" I replied that we didn't need half the stuff she bought us besides the clothes and school supplies and she was so PISSED.
Seriously, could I move in with one of you guys? I don't want to stay here anymore because I know that I'll blow up and that'll just kill her.
I might get grounded from the computer, so don't look for me to be on anytime soon.